Nov 14, 2005 00:01
Oh how i've done everything to avoid studying this weekend...
All in all this weekend was pretty good...
Friday was wayy fun and i believe i already wrote about it. Starting to remember a bit more of things that happened..... ross being drunk and booty dancing mainly that i can add on to whatever else i wrote but yesterday was good too... really entertaining (atleast for me).
Instead of going to the game me, erika, emily, desirae and maria went shopping. Oh how the mall was a huge disappointment. We then went back to erikas room for a quick nap and got ready. Vickers, wilusz and a few others stopped by so it was cool seeing them again. Then we headed over to desirae's brothers house for a kegger. Met and hung out w/ a lot of fun people but left there and headed to jack pine. Needless to say always interesting w/ the old hockey crew, but interesting in a good way. Hung out there and took a safe ride back to the dorms. Hung out w/ rickabus, steve, andy, jason, gorman, chris and joey. Hilarious. There really aren't words.... man thongs, pantsing, pictures and much much much more...
was up til about 6 am and then woke up a bunch but finally for good after 11ish. Hung out w/ erika at her dorm and came back to state. My mom met me here and we went out for dinner and i gave her a ride of the sorority house. We had serenade practice and got our shirts and it was fun and we did good yay! Took my new member exam which i passed thank goodness and then me and megan stayed behing and studied and watched grey's anatomy w/ laura, kelly, posey, danielle and a few other girls and then abbey drove us home. Now i'm waiting on mennas and attempting to study for journalism.
I sometimes wonder.... such mixed signals sometimes they're completely obvious sometimes they aren't. I finally have learned that i let things/people go too easily and i lose really good opportunities and i end up kicking myself for it later. I realize we all make stupid mistakes or decisions or don't follow through w/ things because they don't seem right but it sucks when u realize u screwed up.
"AM i more than you bargained for yet, i've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear cause thats just who i am this week lay in the grass next to the mouselium, i'm just a notch in ur bedpost but ur just a line in a song drop a heart, break a name, we're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team..."
I wonder if my misktake will soon become their mistake...
I really don't know if anyone knows what i'm talking about but it makes some sense, only some, to me
Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave me be.
I keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.
Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.
And I keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.
Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave me be.
So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.
This week is I week and I"m sooooo excited!! Serenades are tomorrow and guarding/decorating the rock, making the paddle, initiation, dinner oh i can not wait :)