as days go by, the memories remain
so it has been quite a while and i appologize for the distance. my life has been upside down and backwards, which i have realized but it always takes a drastic event to open my eyes before they shut again.
once maybe twice a year this always happens and it never gets any easier. losing pple never gets any easier. watching pple attempt to lose everything never becomes easier.
two nights ago a friend of mine thought that things hit the point of no return and that nothing was bearable for one more day. 7 stories he fell... broken arms and broken legs but his life still lies in that hospital bed. what to make of such a situation. this is something new, something i have not dealt with yet... an attempt but no " success". he is hurt and needs lots of love and i hope that he gets what he is looking for. i hope he realizes that because he had a 15% chance of surviving and did, that he is not meant to leave yet. i hope he can heal...
and thats just the begining. so mounrful, so drab... the weather seems to bring out the worst. by my forshaowing im sure you can guess about the other events i dont want to get into at this moment... grandma is sick, nana is sick, mr. mcCormick passed on... and so on and so forth.
hmm now how do i make a segway? well im home... for the moment i guess... and would like to see everyone so... lets make it happen. the next week is CRAZY for me but after that i have time for everyone i promise!!!!
i love you all and hope things are well and safe.
xo
once maybe twice a year this always happens and it never gets any easier. losing pple never gets any easier. watching pple attempt to lose everything never becomes easier.
two nights ago a friend of mine thought that things hit the point of no return and that nothing was bearable for one more day. 7 stories he fell... broken arms and broken legs but his life still lies in that hospital bed. what to make of such a situation. this is something new, something i have not dealt with yet... an attempt but no " success". he is hurt and needs lots of love and i hope that he gets what he is looking for. i hope he realizes that because he had a 15% chance of surviving and did, that he is not meant to leave yet. i hope he can heal...
and thats just the begining. so mounrful, so drab... the weather seems to bring out the worst. by my forshaowing im sure you can guess about the other events i dont want to get into at this moment... grandma is sick, nana is sick, mr. mcCormick passed on... and so on and so forth.
hmm now how do i make a segway? well im home... for the moment i guess... and would like to see everyone so... lets make it happen. the next week is CRAZY for me but after that i have time for everyone i promise!!!!
i love you all and hope things are well and safe.
xo