argh.
Somebody tell me what I want to do with my life.
Teaching is where I'm headed, but I don't think that's where I want to go.
There are so many things I want to do, but nothing I'm good at.
And I don't want to get into something I can't be amazing at.
I want to work hard, but I just want to be good at it too, you know?
This is my first day of break, and I'm already super stressed out.
This is what I get for being the spoiled baby.
I've never had a real job. And I'm too afraid to really work to find one.
But I don't want a shitty one either.
This is just retarded.
And my life seems like a big steaming pile of crap (financially speaking) up to this point.
And I know you were only trying to be realistic, but you made me feel worse.
So now I'm frantically searching through my CMU Bulletin, looking for anything that seems remotely interesting.
And all I'm coming up with is interior design, which I like, but have very little artistic skill.
SOMEBODY MAGIC ME A TEST THAT TELLS ME WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
BOO.
Teaching is where I'm headed, but I don't think that's where I want to go.
There are so many things I want to do, but nothing I'm good at.
And I don't want to get into something I can't be amazing at.
I want to work hard, but I just want to be good at it too, you know?
This is my first day of break, and I'm already super stressed out.
This is what I get for being the spoiled baby.
I've never had a real job. And I'm too afraid to really work to find one.
But I don't want a shitty one either.
This is just retarded.
And my life seems like a big steaming pile of crap (financially speaking) up to this point.
And I know you were only trying to be realistic, but you made me feel worse.
So now I'm frantically searching through my CMU Bulletin, looking for anything that seems remotely interesting.
And all I'm coming up with is interior design, which I like, but have very little artistic skill.
SOMEBODY MAGIC ME A TEST THAT TELLS ME WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
BOO.