I'm back
Ive been texting moe. Got the bad news, shes still w that dude and not coming home.
Im reeling. Tailspin. Feel sick to my stomach.
Shes never read any of my stuff. Shes not checking in.
I cant even cry. I feel stupid, foolish. Blinded by love, missing the reality.
She doesnt want to come home. I dont want to endure without her.
I will. Probably. But it fucking hurts.