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I spend most night keeping myself busy,
Kills me not to be my happy self when you call but yet I am still confused as to what to do with you.
So many times you made me feel worthless, when I try my best to support you in everything you do.
Now, I feel like this r/s is nothing without me tryin to keep it going on.
Too tired to hold on, Too hard to let go.
Suddenly I saw a helping light,
from a comment to my previous lj post, yes you.
I thought, wow just when i need a push, there it is.
Something to really get me thinking straight and clear.
But, now?
Guess I'll just dwell on when you will speak up to help me.
If bff E, had a bf cheating on her or doing something behind her back.
but because you are afraid of how things might turn out for you or the situation, would you rather remain silent about it
and hope she knows better?
maybe.
Kills me not to be my happy self when you call but yet I am still confused as to what to do with you.
So many times you made me feel worthless, when I try my best to support you in everything you do.
Now, I feel like this r/s is nothing without me tryin to keep it going on.
Too tired to hold on, Too hard to let go.
Suddenly I saw a helping light,
from a comment to my previous lj post, yes you.
I thought, wow just when i need a push, there it is.
Something to really get me thinking straight and clear.
But, now?
Guess I'll just dwell on when you will speak up to help me.
If bff E, had a bf cheating on her or doing something behind her back.
but because you are afraid of how things might turn out for you or the situation, would you rather remain silent about it
and hope she knows better?
maybe.