Dec 27, 2006 04:45
I cant stop this pain.....brusing inside me...
My last three days were super happy that i was even afraid i could be happy like this??? @_@
I got so many songs from Ashlin! (thanxxx) Those are surprisingly, Dir, Malice Mizer, Moi Du Moix? (wrong spell), Despairs ray, Meryy, Kagerou, Nightmare, Gackt!
Ive been influenced by j rock these days a lot. Im trying to feature j rock taste and sugarcoat it with good western...or whatsever, maybe taro taste. This is incredibley hard and everyday repetiition of try n try.
***Oh i dont like short hair girls...ever!***
My last days were christmas related days, which i spent with ashlin! Wewent to LIDL, which i loooveeee and is from Germany ! haha, maybe ony because its from germany. And we bought buncha buncha stuff....but on the way home, mainly because i was sick, i dropped two double cream...;__;. actually this incident kept on hurting me so bad afterward. ahh.....such a shit could happen....
I remembered i played around in the house, played with ashlin, and on ps2, ate alooottt, drunk a lot n gt so sick, ended up sleeping in a bed...oh man, seriously, some parts of the way i spent on christmas were so fucked up! i really got sick again. and i couldnt really concentrate on music....ahh so bad. but they were so much happy days anyway.
Ashlin is like orange.....or clear water? so clear....as if i can see through her inside. that much clear.