still Forever Fuck
Damn! i cant believe whats going on these days again, like the last time i said.
London is such a depressing place tho.....ive been to many many cities in Europe, but london could be def best 3 top depressing cities in europe. Others would be milano, i can now think of. Well. Im getting to like french people now. they could be such charming people.
I dont miss Berlin anymore. I cant feel this feeling that im missing something.....i remember this feeling which i had....maybe when i was in america, i was only able to see the reality, material, fame money, and so forth. not very healthy feeling but this time it is a bit different though. cuz im seeing the truth, but maybe just not really looking back only for missing somehting.
DAMN, i read the journal which i had written like 2 years ago. i was sooooooo immature i cant believe what words could say before! so rude and dumb and....my god i was such a aweful and stupid kid!
i understand nobody would like me that time. ive grown a lot i think. thanks for people and experiences. damn i hate immature kids though....i shouldnt!
and last night i had so much fun. really it was. i went to the park with tasha, and we talked and drunk and shes such an amzing person. she makes me laugh and lets me see another side of the world and, just shes so cool! i wanna see her.....aaaaa let me stay with her! good crisps ;)
i still dont like living at the place where i live now though....FUCK ill get out of there in winter vacation. i cant live with philipenos!
London is such a depressing place tho.....ive been to many many cities in Europe, but london could be def best 3 top depressing cities in europe. Others would be milano, i can now think of. Well. Im getting to like french people now. they could be such charming people.
I dont miss Berlin anymore. I cant feel this feeling that im missing something.....i remember this feeling which i had....maybe when i was in america, i was only able to see the reality, material, fame money, and so forth. not very healthy feeling but this time it is a bit different though. cuz im seeing the truth, but maybe just not really looking back only for missing somehting.
DAMN, i read the journal which i had written like 2 years ago. i was sooooooo immature i cant believe what words could say before! so rude and dumb and....my god i was such a aweful and stupid kid!
i understand nobody would like me that time. ive grown a lot i think. thanks for people and experiences. damn i hate immature kids though....i shouldnt!
and last night i had so much fun. really it was. i went to the park with tasha, and we talked and drunk and shes such an amzing person. she makes me laugh and lets me see another side of the world and, just shes so cool! i wanna see her.....aaaaa let me stay with her! good crisps ;)
i still dont like living at the place where i live now though....FUCK ill get out of there in winter vacation. i cant live with philipenos!