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well so far the job search isn't going that well, but I'm trying to stay positive, and there's always a crapload of part-time positions I keep seeing. I guess I just gotta keep at it and hope for the best!
In other news, my sleep schedule has pulled a complete 180 and it's seriously fucking with me, mostly mentally. While I used to pass out around 4 AM and wake up around noon I'm now passing out around noon and waking up at 9 PM! My bpd isn't that great when I'm tired, let alone completely sleep-fucked, so lately I've been feeling pretty emotionally paranoid and kind of floaty. I'm trying to fix it, but so far all that's meant is staying up PAST noon in the hopes that I'll eventually complete the cycle and return to the schedule my body and mind are used to, THEN work on going to sleep earlier (and therefore waking up earlier).
Plus it totally sucks that I miss out on spending time with Rob.
In other news, my sleep schedule has pulled a complete 180 and it's seriously fucking with me, mostly mentally. While I used to pass out around 4 AM and wake up around noon I'm now passing out around noon and waking up at 9 PM! My bpd isn't that great when I'm tired, let alone completely sleep-fucked, so lately I've been feeling pretty emotionally paranoid and kind of floaty. I'm trying to fix it, but so far all that's meant is staying up PAST noon in the hopes that I'll eventually complete the cycle and return to the schedule my body and mind are used to, THEN work on going to sleep earlier (and therefore waking up earlier).
Plus it totally sucks that I miss out on spending time with Rob.