livin' better now.
i just woke up. i slept from when i got home, until around 11 when i got up to eat. then i went back to sleep and here i am. cool.
conrad, you say you wonder if the things i say are directed at you and i'd be happy if i could say they are. they aren't. the thing is, i barely think about you anymore. i think because when i do i just end up feeling bad for someone, whoever it may be. i think i got into the habit of not thinking about you when i broke up with patt. he wasn't mentioning you all the time so i was finally rid of irritating accusations. but whatever. think what you want. have a blast.
anyway, i think i am going back to sleep. shane was supposed to call when he got home. i have no idea if he did or not. he probably didn't. even though he usually does. i'm thinking too much. sleep. later, fags.
conrad, you say you wonder if the things i say are directed at you and i'd be happy if i could say they are. they aren't. the thing is, i barely think about you anymore. i think because when i do i just end up feeling bad for someone, whoever it may be. i think i got into the habit of not thinking about you when i broke up with patt. he wasn't mentioning you all the time so i was finally rid of irritating accusations. but whatever. think what you want. have a blast.
anyway, i think i am going back to sleep. shane was supposed to call when he got home. i have no idea if he did or not. he probably didn't. even though he usually does. i'm thinking too much. sleep. later, fags.