Aug 07, 2005 03:12
Alrighty. First, I'll introduce Rachel to all of you who do not know her. She is Cloud's friend Elite's girlfriend, and she isn't very fond of me. Never was, never will be. I'm very glad, because I feel the exact same for her, but without the immature namecalling and meaningless insults. :D
She PMed me over Gaia Online. Ya'll wanna read? Line up.
From: BlackRoseQueen
To: Angel Le Noir
Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 1:02 am
Subject: hi hun miss me?
Been awhile girl and Rosey did not lie. You acted so innocent to hide your true guilt from everyone. After reading through your entries I discovered you were playing both sides making it seem you were not guilty. It all happened because of you, and how you acted showed you have a far way to go in maturity. For someone that wishes to experience love can't handle everything that goes with it. Someone as young as you are, you feel that it's all about taking what is good and not when it's bad. If you really loved anyone here you would have atleast shown that to your ex, but failed that miserably. You could not even work things out, you decided it was best to dump him, showing after 2 years of being with someone they meant nothing to you. Not everything goes perfect in a relationship and you expect everything to be how you want it without concidering the concequences for your actions. You only do when you are about to hurt someone. That and you told everyone here that you were not cheating, and that was a lie. Look over your entries and it really shows you were. It doesn't take sex to cheat on someone, everytime you make someone from your actions seeing you as available when you clearly are not is cheating. Deciding between two people and mentioning there is a triangle only supports this further, because if you were clearly happy in your relationship and loved your ex fully you would not have said anything of the sort. Getting support from ex-lovers only adds to your insecurity with yourself to make your own decisions. You allow them to decide for you and base your actions only on the present situation. I find it funny that after every piece of bull you put him through he makes one mistake and you let him go and he's put up with far more from you. Think of his position on it if you were in it. Did he ever tell you of his problems at home? His mother and younger sister were moving away, his job was terrible, all of that can lead to irrational thinking. Of course if the situation was reversed and he had something going on like you did, you would go and find someone else. He trusted you far more then you give him credit for. If you really feel that way why don't you return everything he gave you? No need to keep it since you aren't with him anymore. What's even better is you have to find someone online to hook up with, and you never even saw what he really looks like or talked to him, girl you missed out big time. Bitch, whore, self centered slut. They all fit when anyone talks of you, wear your nicknames with pride!
-Black Rose-
Isn't she just the sweetest thing?! And to think, she actually thought those words would effect me and my decision. n.n *giggles* I've always believed: "If you down others, then you're the only one who's at fault."
- Love, Tifa (And please, Rachel, RK, if you're reading this, I'd be oh so happy if you never touched that comment link. Flamming is mean, and pointless. Why say something if you have nothing good to say? ^__^ "ZOMGEFFINGWHOREBITCHSELFCENTEREDSLUTLOLZ!!!11". Wasn't it the two of you that said "words are only words" to me? Ah, yes, I think it was.}
Well, good day. ^.^