TAKE

[lockheartlolita]

Now I want you ALL to do this. It's so simple. This is your chance to tell me what you REALLY think about me. Post anonymously, and post whatever you want. Yell at me, confide in me, confront me. Tell me the truth though. Don't tell me you love me if you don't mean it. Make me cry. Make me laugh. Move me. Tell me a secret, a crush, a love affair

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[kneesocks]

^^; I'm just gonna do this logged in cause..i don't want to lose what i wrote..Yeah, Tifa, XD; You need to fix it so anonymous people can post, and need to un friends lock it. ^^;

...Honestly.....i...In all honesty, there are times i want to slap you so forking hard. There are times you make me so angry and upset that i can't stand you. But no matter what, through all those times, i can't help loving you to death. You have your problems yes, we all do, but...i can see past them, and always find a way to love you. And I do love you, honest to god. It must be love, because for you it's a sort of feeling i've never felt for anyone else. You just...mean so much to me..and i love you, so so much.

I'm sorry for recent events. I need to get over it, I know. But it..it just hurts so much...i feel so stupid and selfish...it's not that i want to keep you all to myself forever and ever like a certain someone, i just..don't want you with a certain person. If it were anyone else, i wouldn't have as big of a problem. And for that, i'm sorry. I'm sorry i've done what i've done...this whole thing just...upset me so much..i've never felt that..crushed before..>< So, i'm so sorry. Just know, whatever happens, i'll always love you. I do love you, i don't think anything can change that.

I'm sorry i couldn't be a better girlfriend...given what was happening, i felt so pressured and..i know it's no excuse but...i just..couldn't be myself or..i dunno...it was so messed up. I would give anything to go back and try again. But i'm sorry i let you down.

I love you very much. I....don't know..i didn't want to bring it up...i didn't want to upset you..but...i feel...Now, first of all, it's not like i want you all depressed or upset 24/7 or anything like that it's just....you know i'm hiding from you now..and..it just...seems to me you could care less. When I read your journal, it seems you're as happy as can be. Like i don't matter, it doesn't matter if i'm here or not. I'm stupid and selfish for thinking that but..it is the way i feel and...it makes me think all i did was upset you so...for that, i'm so, so sorry. ~_~;

I...I want to..talk to you again. I do. It's just..i...i don't want to upset you. If all I do is upset you, then i'll forget it, because i would much rather you be happy. But..if you would like...take the privacy thing off your current sn(if you have it on o_o;) so i can IM you..? ._.

I'm sorry for everything, really I am. But know how much i love you, which is more than words can describe, much more. And...if you ever need anything..i am here, if..we can't talk through IM...you can always e-mail me..^^

I love you, Tiffers. ♥ <-If that didn't give it away, i dunno what will XD;