and the winner goes to....
well....I got in residential adviser job for next year that will give me $11,571 for next school year plus $19/hr.....and I also made in the UCSC spring dance 06 as mainstage production dancer...
life should be sweet now but i can still taste the bitterness...
if only future can be assured then things wouldnt be this complicated
it sounds really gross but i got so much shit to do that i dont even have time to take a shower for 3 days (almost 4) and no time to go to dinning hall to eat...
every time i finish something something else will come right up
now i just doubt if its right to follow what you want to do....
i guess i have to be really grateful for my position at the moment but now i just dont know what i really want anymore
no one says college is this complicated!!
on a heavier note...
maybe cause now im in the field where everyone are the professionals...my art just seem like the shallow part of the sea....and others are like the deep blue sea...
its been while since i bitch in lj and i really do feel like once in a while i just have to do so.
life should be sweet now but i can still taste the bitterness...
if only future can be assured then things wouldnt be this complicated
it sounds really gross but i got so much shit to do that i dont even have time to take a shower for 3 days (almost 4) and no time to go to dinning hall to eat...
every time i finish something something else will come right up
now i just doubt if its right to follow what you want to do....
i guess i have to be really grateful for my position at the moment but now i just dont know what i really want anymore
no one says college is this complicated!!
on a heavier note...
maybe cause now im in the field where everyone are the professionals...my art just seem like the shallow part of the sea....and others are like the deep blue sea...
its been while since i bitch in lj and i really do feel like once in a while i just have to do so.