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Hey, look, everyone else did this, and I'm bored now, too, so, here's that thing everyone else did.
i'm always so late.
For Starters...
I don't care about your name, so let's skip that, ok? i really don't think you needed this in here.
instead, what's the best thing anyone has ever called you?: nice. i mean, i know it's kind of stupid, but i like knowing people think i'm nice.
How old do you feel?: five.
How old do you look?: i don't know. my age?
What color hair did your 5th grade teacher have?: blonde.
What color are your father's eyes?: brown.
Where do you wish you lived?: australia.
A Bit Deeper Now...
Do you remember your dreams?: sometimes.
If so, tell me the one that disturbed you the most: it probably involved freddy krueger. i was really scared of him when i was little.
When you were a child, did you have very vivid nightmares?: i thought so.
If so, do you remember them even now?: yeah. some. well, mainly one.
Were you ever betrayed by someone you trusted implicitly?: not that i know of.
What do you do when you're home alone?: listen to music really loud and dance around the house.
What do you think about when you are trying to fall asleep at night?: too much.
Do you fall asleep easily?: sometimes.
Who is the one person you could never forget?: there are a few.
Who do you trust the most?: aside from my family, nicole.
Tell Me Your Secrets...
Are there things that you've never told another human being?: not really. usually when people ask, i'll tell them.
If so, have you ever even written them down?: yeah. i write a lot of things down.
Have you ever been deeply hurt by a friend?: yeah.
If so, have you ever *really* forgiven them?: yeah.
Are you a virgin?: yeah.
Is there anything that you really regret doing?: not really. i decided that i can't have regrets.
How about *not* doing?: yeah. there are some things.
We're Really Deep Now...
What frightens you the most in the whole world?: being thrust out on my own. failing.
Have you ever contemplated suicide?: i've never really thought about killing myself and been serious about it, but sometimes i can't help but wonder what things would be like for everyone i know without me. is that weird? i don't want to die. let's just put that out there now.
Have you ever tried to commit it?: nope.
Would you donate an organ to your best friend?: yeah.
What if it meant you'd die, but they would die without it?: i don't know. that's a hard question to answer until you're put into the situation, because you know a lot of people will probably just say they'd do it without giving it any thought at all.
What is the worst thing that ever happened to you?: i don't know.
Are you afraid of death?: i think everyone is in some way.
What do you think happens afterwards?: i'm not sure, but i'll find out when it happens, won't i?
Are you a religious person?: no.
Do you carry a lot of guilt?: sometimes.
Would you carry a gun?: no thanks.
Do you have a lot of anger?: not really. it sort of bottles up over time and then i just kinda let go every once in a blue moon. usually i just listen to loud music and yell about nothing. when i'm by myself. in my car. yeah. or i write. that helps, too.
Have you ever thought you were going crazy?: sometimes i think i am right now.
Have you ever thought that maybe you ARE?: who hasn't?
Do you believe in coincidences?: yes.
+ Known as: mallory
+ Lives in: dundee
+ Birthday: october 4, 1986
+ Shoe size: 6 1/2-7
+ Hair color: blondish, i guess.
+ Eye color: hazel-green.
* section 2 - have you ever... *
+ Cheated on someone?: no.
+ Been Cheated on?: not that i know of.
+ Fallen off the bed?: only once.
+ Broken someones heart?: er. yeah. not that i'm proud of it.
+ Had a dream come true?: yeah. in a way, i guess.
+ Done something you regret?: i dunno. i don't really recall anything in particular.
+ Cheated on a test?: yeah. ha. in freshman biology class with becky. mr. hall didn't care.
* section 3 - currently *
+ Wearing: pants, shirt, hoodie.
+ Listening to?: AFI
+ Located?: the computer room
+ Watching?: nothing. i'm sitting in the dark, next to the kitchen, which is a mess because i just made myself dinner.
+ Should REALLY be doing?: homework.
* section 5 - the last person you... *
+ Hugged?: my kitty.
+ Kissed?: my kitty. ha.
+ IMed?: nicole.
+ Talked on the phone: my mom.
+ Yelled at?: uhm. i dunno. i haven't really yelled at anyone in a while.
section 6 - personal *
+ What do you want to be when you grow up?: fashion designer. actress. still.
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: of course.
+ Have you lost someone you really loved?: yeah.
+ How many times have you fallen in love?: never.
+ Love your friends?: with all my heart.
* section 7 - favorite at the moment*
+ Movie: wayne's world.
+ Store: urban outfitters.
+ Relative: uhm. i love my whole family.
+ Sport: softball/baseball.
+ Ice Cream Flavor: dove's raspberry ice cream.
+ Fruit: blueberries.
+ Candy: eh. i'm sick of it.
+ Day of the Week: friday.
+ Color: orange.
* section 8 - do you *
+ Like to give hugs?: i love to.
+ Like to give kisses? not as much as hugs.
+ Like to walk in the rain?: sometimes.
+ Like to travel?: i adore it.
+ Have a goldfish?: no.
+ Have stuffed animals?: of course. i love them.
* section 9 - this or that *
+ Pierced nose or tongue?: nose, if i had to pick.
+ MTV or BET?: neither.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: uhm. neither.
+ Sugar or salt?: sugar.
+ Silver or gold?: silver.
+ Chocolate or flowers: flowers.
+ Color or Black-and-white photos?: i'm a fan of color.
+ Mexican or Italian: italian.
+ Candy or Soda? pop.
+ Pepsi or Coke?: coke.
i'm always so late.
For Starters...
I don't care about your name, so let's skip that, ok? i really don't think you needed this in here.
instead, what's the best thing anyone has ever called you?: nice. i mean, i know it's kind of stupid, but i like knowing people think i'm nice.
How old do you feel?: five.
How old do you look?: i don't know. my age?
What color hair did your 5th grade teacher have?: blonde.
What color are your father's eyes?: brown.
Where do you wish you lived?: australia.
A Bit Deeper Now...
Do you remember your dreams?: sometimes.
If so, tell me the one that disturbed you the most: it probably involved freddy krueger. i was really scared of him when i was little.
When you were a child, did you have very vivid nightmares?: i thought so.
If so, do you remember them even now?: yeah. some. well, mainly one.
Were you ever betrayed by someone you trusted implicitly?: not that i know of.
What do you do when you're home alone?: listen to music really loud and dance around the house.
What do you think about when you are trying to fall asleep at night?: too much.
Do you fall asleep easily?: sometimes.
Who is the one person you could never forget?: there are a few.
Who do you trust the most?: aside from my family, nicole.
Tell Me Your Secrets...
Are there things that you've never told another human being?: not really. usually when people ask, i'll tell them.
If so, have you ever even written them down?: yeah. i write a lot of things down.
Have you ever been deeply hurt by a friend?: yeah.
If so, have you ever *really* forgiven them?: yeah.
Are you a virgin?: yeah.
Is there anything that you really regret doing?: not really. i decided that i can't have regrets.
How about *not* doing?: yeah. there are some things.
We're Really Deep Now...
What frightens you the most in the whole world?: being thrust out on my own. failing.
Have you ever contemplated suicide?: i've never really thought about killing myself and been serious about it, but sometimes i can't help but wonder what things would be like for everyone i know without me. is that weird? i don't want to die. let's just put that out there now.
Have you ever tried to commit it?: nope.
Would you donate an organ to your best friend?: yeah.
What if it meant you'd die, but they would die without it?: i don't know. that's a hard question to answer until you're put into the situation, because you know a lot of people will probably just say they'd do it without giving it any thought at all.
What is the worst thing that ever happened to you?: i don't know.
Are you afraid of death?: i think everyone is in some way.
What do you think happens afterwards?: i'm not sure, but i'll find out when it happens, won't i?
Are you a religious person?: no.
Do you carry a lot of guilt?: sometimes.
Would you carry a gun?: no thanks.
Do you have a lot of anger?: not really. it sort of bottles up over time and then i just kinda let go every once in a blue moon. usually i just listen to loud music and yell about nothing. when i'm by myself. in my car. yeah. or i write. that helps, too.
Have you ever thought you were going crazy?: sometimes i think i am right now.
Have you ever thought that maybe you ARE?: who hasn't?
Do you believe in coincidences?: yes.
+ Known as: mallory
+ Lives in: dundee
+ Birthday: october 4, 1986
+ Shoe size: 6 1/2-7
+ Hair color: blondish, i guess.
+ Eye color: hazel-green.
* section 2 - have you ever... *
+ Cheated on someone?: no.
+ Been Cheated on?: not that i know of.
+ Fallen off the bed?: only once.
+ Broken someones heart?: er. yeah. not that i'm proud of it.
+ Had a dream come true?: yeah. in a way, i guess.
+ Done something you regret?: i dunno. i don't really recall anything in particular.
+ Cheated on a test?: yeah. ha. in freshman biology class with becky. mr. hall didn't care.
* section 3 - currently *
+ Wearing: pants, shirt, hoodie.
+ Listening to?: AFI
+ Located?: the computer room
+ Watching?: nothing. i'm sitting in the dark, next to the kitchen, which is a mess because i just made myself dinner.
+ Should REALLY be doing?: homework.
* section 5 - the last person you... *
+ Hugged?: my kitty.
+ Kissed?: my kitty. ha.
+ IMed?: nicole.
+ Talked on the phone: my mom.
+ Yelled at?: uhm. i dunno. i haven't really yelled at anyone in a while.
section 6 - personal *
+ What do you want to be when you grow up?: fashion designer. actress. still.
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: of course.
+ Have you lost someone you really loved?: yeah.
+ How many times have you fallen in love?: never.
+ Love your friends?: with all my heart.
* section 7 - favorite at the moment*
+ Movie: wayne's world.
+ Store: urban outfitters.
+ Relative: uhm. i love my whole family.
+ Sport: softball/baseball.
+ Ice Cream Flavor: dove's raspberry ice cream.
+ Fruit: blueberries.
+ Candy: eh. i'm sick of it.
+ Day of the Week: friday.
+ Color: orange.
* section 8 - do you *
+ Like to give hugs?: i love to.
+ Like to give kisses? not as much as hugs.
+ Like to walk in the rain?: sometimes.
+ Like to travel?: i adore it.
+ Have a goldfish?: no.
+ Have stuffed animals?: of course. i love them.
* section 9 - this or that *
+ Pierced nose or tongue?: nose, if i had to pick.
+ MTV or BET?: neither.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: uhm. neither.
+ Sugar or salt?: sugar.
+ Silver or gold?: silver.
+ Chocolate or flowers: flowers.
+ Color or Black-and-white photos?: i'm a fan of color.
+ Mexican or Italian: italian.
+ Candy or Soda? pop.
+ Pepsi or Coke?: coke.