Insight is a powerful thing
And when found can have several different effects. Mine turned out to be fairly positive. Things are perking up as far as school goes,projects are on track(some recently just got back on track) and I feel comfy with them. Socially,I'm comfy with where I am there to. Well,for now anyway. We'll check back with that one in a week or two and see how it stands. I keep saying I've finally figured something out,well I havent nor will I ever truly figure it out. More of a new level of understanding. One day it may reach the figured out portion of the test,but until then I'll be happy with jumping to new areas of understanding. It's equal part comforting to see whats going on because I can understand it and see how it works,and equal part unsettling for the exact same reasons. When the smog goes away clarity will come in and make everything seem shiny. With some work and exploration that day will be here sooner rather than later.