sadness
ok so my bus leaves in approx. 2 hrs and 15 mins.... ok so i didnt think i'd panic this much.. dude i dont want to go.. like not even for a second... im really sad right now. more than i could think. i didnt have my valley fill dudes.. like nope.. imiss my friends already.. ok imnot going to lie not friends but friend.. steph, dude like ive never met anyone like her. and i hate it cause im leaving and i dont want too!!!!! like for reals when icome home i dont call any of my other friends because its like ugh.. i dont know i just dont want to... like i call angie and leo occasionally but if we hang out its like o well maybe next time.. im not being mean im being honest.. we all have our own lives and all of us have moved on but steph.. like i know shes going to be my best for ever.. HOmIes POR Vida!!!! LOL.. ok that ws faggotish but what EVA! i dont care.. its true.. like she was here a lil while ago and when it was time to say bye i seriously like had to look away because i was going to cry... and i still did!!!! ughhhhhh i dont know.. sometimes i think, i dont know.. like i know i cant go to pan am.. that would be my ultimate like let down.. im away from home.. doing ok.. but i just miss being stupid.. lol, like seriously i never have as much fun as i do when im with her. its crazy..but whatever.. imjust being a baby... wahhhhh lol.. ok well i need to stop because im going to cry and lari will sooo make fun of me.. ok ttyl