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I know I should be content with my life.
I have a killer boyfriend whom I love very much. We fight, but we don't disagree. After a year, I'm getting scared because I've never been in a relationship that has lasted this long. I'm scared that I'm getting boring, and Robert and I are getting too lame in our relationship. Sometimes we would rather just go lay in bed and watch a movie we bought at walmart for 5.50, instead of going out on real dates, or to raging parties. It's not unusual for us to be asleep by 12 on a saturday night. It's definately not a bad thing because usually we both have to work the next day. Waking up next to him could keep me content for the rest of my life, and I'm not afraid to say so.
But making this transition from CRUSHIN HARD to content and happy, is really weird. I'm not going to say that sometimes Robert doesn't make me terribly giddy, but that crushing feeling is so fun, that I wish I could keep it in a jar for whenever I want it.
Seriously people, never do cocaine. Nothing feels good enough after that shit.
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I have a killer boyfriend whom I love very much. We fight, but we don't disagree. After a year, I'm getting scared because I've never been in a relationship that has lasted this long. I'm scared that I'm getting boring, and Robert and I are getting too lame in our relationship. Sometimes we would rather just go lay in bed and watch a movie we bought at walmart for 5.50, instead of going out on real dates, or to raging parties. It's not unusual for us to be asleep by 12 on a saturday night. It's definately not a bad thing because usually we both have to work the next day. Waking up next to him could keep me content for the rest of my life, and I'm not afraid to say so.
But making this transition from CRUSHIN HARD to content and happy, is really weird. I'm not going to say that sometimes Robert doesn't make me terribly giddy, but that crushing feeling is so fun, that I wish I could keep it in a jar for whenever I want it.
Seriously people, never do cocaine. Nothing feels good enough after that shit.
................
read the rest at my NEW blog!!!
http://hannah-donovan.blogspot.com/