Part LXXXVI - where desire overlays passion and need
i'm tired of crying. i'm tired of feeling like shit. i'm tired of giving up. i'm tired of giving in. i want to live the life that children dream about. i want the fairytale ending, and i want things to go right for once. i want a machette to cut through red tape (sorry, i'm listening to cake). i want to stop feeling like things are falling apart. i'm tired of hearing about all the imperfections and realities of a perfect relationship that i'm not having. i want to love you more than a best friend should and feel comfortable. i feel the need more than ever to succeed in school because if i don't i won't again. i need things to start looking up, because from ground level, i'm sinking.