Apr 07, 2006 15:46
so,
its the seventh....
jayson and i had our birthdays last week.
they sucked.
we did nothing.
and it was lame.
so,
if anyone wants to make it up to us and take us out sometime soon,
i will not object.
i had to go see my probation officer yesterday.
uhhh,
totally failed my drug test.
first time ive failed one in almost two years.
and now i might go to jail.
cute huh?
they sent the urine to the labs,
to have a "chemical analysis"
and they'll tell me the results next week.
Sorry guys, i already know whats in my urine.
and now im going to go to jail!!!
it sucks.
i just might not ever go back there and just be a fugitive for the rest of my life.
Mally and i hung out today.
it was nice.
we havent been able to see eachother in a long time,
since her parents are crazy and keep her locked up in the house all the time.
but she came over today and we went to some stores and looked at stuff,
and had mcdonalds.
Shes gone now, but she might come back later.
i'm really tired, but i dont know why.
ive been getting a good nights sleep every night.
i think im just emotionally drained and physically exhausted.
ive actually been dreading getting out of bed every day.
each day is a struggle to me, and i dont want to deal with it anymore.
gaaah,
i need help.
P.S. ANYONE KNOW OF ANY PLACES HIRING?
P.P.S IM READING CHUCK'S "HAUNTED" GRRREAT.