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ive realized one of the most appealing things about leaving for college is going somewhere where no one will know me. i think most people dont like the idea of that. but i want to go somewhere where there wont be anyone there who has heard this..or that about me. or that im weird because im "shy". i dont know its not even looking good for me. its all up to montclair or stockton but with my luck i wont get in and i will just sit and rot another year in toms river where i will continue to fantasize about leaving. my mom told me everything happens for a reason. i told her i didnt believe in that.