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i guess this always the place i seem to run to when i feel too much pain and have no one to talk to. i'm hurting. something awful. it seems like immaturatity times two has led us to a place of no return. i wish i could be the one. but there always seems to be someone better than me. i have never felt pain like this before. i keep trying to live, laugh, and love but it seems like none of the three are going to get me through my days any longer. my life has come to a yeild. a slow process of loss. one that seems inevitable but i hope. hope can save me or ruin me. but for now i try, i try to love, and i hope it works. i hope i can have my world back once again.