Jan 27, 2005 23:33
I once wrote in vain, I would pick up a pen, or get on the computer because i felt a need to express my anger. And it worked, it really did, putting those harsh words down and listening to the pen as it split gashes in the sheets was my only way out. But now, now im writing because im happy, because im calm, because i feel like i can connect to somebody again. Im writing because i want to remember the good moments too, i dont want to throw them away. Its moments like this one that i need to look back on when things start going downhill again. Right now, i doubt that they will ever go bad, but then again, thats the beauty of these moments....you forget that reality is out there, you live your dream, and its all about the good in the world....
...its been a while, since i could hold my head up high
its beeen a while since i first saw you
its been a while since i could stand on my own two feet again
its been a while since i could call you...