Nov 16, 2004 14:38
Helloooooo. I want the internet at my apartment again. I'm going through one of my phases where I feel the need to constantly check my email. I don't like having to drive to campus to do so.
Katie and I moved the 20 gallon fish tank into the living room. There are no fish in it as of right now, but this will be fixed.
Katie and Ross are on some sort of break or something. Here's me hoping he doesn't know of the existance of this journal...cause I'm gonna say that I think this is a good thing. Katie's person has changed since they started dating. She's not as happy as she was before. And she was being hurt on so many occasions that I was beginning to wonder if Ross had it on his weekly "to do" list. She was in tears over something he had done on a weekly basis. And if she wasn't sad, she was angry. And it was all the time. I say things to Katie about it every now and then, but I try not to say too much because I don't want her becoming irritated with me. I know she thinks that I just want her to be back together with Kevin, but that's not it. I just really do not think that her being with Ross is in her best interest. I think that would only continue to go downhill, and I do hope that this "break" is permanent. Nothing against Ross as far as being friends goes...but whatever.
Although if she did get back together with Kevin that would be fine and dandy with me. :-) Yeah, she was sad when they were apart, but that doesn't compare to how happy she was when they were together. I won't push the idea on her because I know that she didn't like the way she felt when she couldn't see him. All the times that she would get excited about seeing him....and then the disapointment when it didn't happen...it was too much for her. It was rough on me as well because no one likes to see their best friend that upset... However, when she was upset in these situations, it was because something happened, or something came up... something stopped Kevin from being able to drive 7 hours to see her. When she's upset these days....it's because Ross is being a dickface. There's a difference there. I know she likes the idea of having a boyfriend who is here, who she can see all the time...but her and Kevin wouldn't always be so far apart. And yeah, even if they lived in the same city (or state even...), he would still have to take off frequently to do his band thing....but I told her that if she wanted to move to be closer to him that I would go with her so that she wouldn't be stuck in an unfamiliar place by herself when he was gone. Which would actually leave me stuck in an unfamiliar place by myself when she was with him....but whatever. That's what best friends are for, right? I've just seen the way she looks at Kevin, and the way she looks at Ross. It's completely different. I believe that Kevin and Ross should wear mirrors on their foreheads so that Katie would see it.
Wow, ok, so maybe I am still kickin on the Katie & Kevin thing. Didn't really realize how much so until I started writing that. However, I don't push it on her. I just kinda hope she'll realize it on her own before it's too late.
Yahoo messenger is making me angry, it won't let me add someone to my friends list. I don't know why.
My fear of phones is about to make my life more difficult again. :-)