happy birthday to amanda!(it was on friday)

[localshadows]

Amanda wow. I have known you since what I was about 5 years oldd? oh gosh i dont even know how long i have known you, but i do know that i have known you FOREVER! we went through it all in my prospective! We were in girlscouts together, after school i rode the bus home to your house and hung out at your house so that i would not be home alone, your family is likemy second family. we use to spend EVERY sec. with eachother. All through out elementary school you were my bestfriend of all life time, whenever i needed you you were ALWAYS there no matter what. When someone would pick on me for being the smallest girl or when my brother would push me down you were always there to pick me up emotionally, and literaly. We had out FIRST fight when we were in the 7th grade. Meagan kerr did not like me for some reason and you two kept prank calling me and then yall were yelling at me for something or the other, and i started to cry that was the first time you had ever hurt me, but not but a short time afterwards you picked me back up and was there for me once again. When middle school started we would talk everynow and then but we slowly started going our seperate ways but we would have JUMPED to eachother if we needed one another. then Highschool started and lucky we were both in marching band. now we get to see eachother ALL the time. I still think of you as my bestfriend since i was young. Now we are both teenagers in this crazzzy mixed up world with all these strangers becoming better and better friends then what we ever thought that they would have been. We go throught the boyfriend after boyfriend. from i like you a lot to i love you so much or i love you more then anything. From not talk to someone that once ment EVERYTHING to you, to that person showing up and wanting everything from the past back. We have learned to forgive and forget, but to not forget the past and how much everyone once ment to eachother. Amanda, you are my bestfriend, from day one. You have been here and there even when you didnt know it. Words can not describe how incredibly lucky i am to have such an amazing friend like you. I Love You

i forgot to make this public on friday! haha!
okaay dude! what the hell is up with people sitting here saying shit about me, why does EVERYONE have to be all up in my buisness honestly if you are going to sit there on YOUR ASS and be a mother fucking pussy to have to leave me a COMMENT to say shit! if you are seriously going to sit there and say shit to me why dont you come and say it to my face? i mean are you seriously that insecure that you have to try and put me down, because honestly i for a fact that im sure as hell a lot better then many girls. but i dont give a damn honestly! i have the best friends anyone could have EVER asked for and the best of friends that im sure you yourself will never be able to have. Obviously you are insecure and you have to say shit to other people to make yourself feel better, you must be jealous of something that i have and apparently its my looks. yeah i might not be the BEST looking person ever but i am beautiful, in my own way.. say whatever you want to say because it really just makes me laugh.