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i think I'm afraid of being happy
because everytime im happy
something bad always happens
I definitly have to agree with that quote.. because once i finally became happy again, I read something that was REALLY harsh and it's kinda hard to forget about. I still have to go on the date because the date really depends on me going and my bestfriend is going on a date with his bestfriend so if I don't go no one is going to go.. so I guess I'm still going to go. It's going to be pretty weird and REALLY painful.. I guess this is what I get for having teenage romances..