I Give Up
I am officially giving up on those I used to consider friends. Most of the people I have spent these past four years with, I consider friends and have done so for a while. But I don't anymore. I find myself reconsidering everyone I know and finding very few in my corner. I feel really betrayed. I realize much of it is my fault, I do not reach out to people, I have horrible standard that those around me must subject themselves too, but I never thought I was that harsh or dispensable. Having learned this, I give up.