this is just a formality

[localnetlovers]

ok.
ok.ok.
but,
hey,
here i am.

i washed my sheets,
sheets i haven't slept on in weeks.
i was so consumed in in in in, re-lation-ships, that i didn't move from that apartment.
as if it was my own.
as if my old life had expired.
it has not.

but my bedroom candle lit,
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but my bedroom candle lit, is fantastic.
and the smells of fresh laundry,
and conversation with an old friend,
make, (male?) make (male) (does anyone else see that?)
makes me feel fine alone.
and isn't that the most important part?
can't you only give so much to someone else, while ignoring yourself?
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it's just....no matter.... how... much.... you care about someone.
or how much you enjoy their company.....;
sometimes
i
we
them
we
all
just need
need
to be alone.
and enjoy our own,
our own life.

now my next question is;
how long does it take to get lonely?