I hate it

[localmusiqkid]

I hate it how when I try to actually
start thinking about myself for once,
everyone around me starts going down.

I hate it how people are so shallow,
it really hurts to have someone fake
feelings just to get near you intimately.

I hate it how no matter how good of a
person I try to be, or how much I try to
better myself in the end I can never meet
up, or be enough or give enough.

I want someone to pick my chin up and
tell me that everything will get better.
Because I'm tired of doing it by myself.