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Tiring tendencies tear at me//
I take down all the distractions//
and am distracted//
Time holds me hostage and//
there is no where to hide//
Eyes dart nervously beneath cold sheets//
The emptiness beside me a c h e s //
Stressful smiles and anxious twitching//
Im falling apart for all to see//
I want to hide but am naked//
My problems demolish me//
and I polish off their tools//
of mass disfunction//
Reflected beings want me on my knees//
and grasp ahold my throat squeezing//
until I cough and gag//
with my teary eyes bulging and shaking//
crushing the pipes that bring forth//
voice and life//
I look back and see the reflective//
and the reflected//
My mind is an accomplice to time//
and want to see my demise//
I dont have enough words//
I dont have enough time//
Nerve endings break as I walk//
with a crooked stance//
I cannot see//
Claw scrape gouge//
I need my heart as a guide//
that will not abandon me//
and leave me all alone//