Mar 25, 2006 03:35
Have you?
Walking down the street after midnight hour, while you were walking, you were also so stoned by whatever you took - weeds, pills, anything. As for me, I had to take some painkiller pills for the pains. When I take them, I get completely stoned, and I love it. But I realised how depressing it is. Just being stoned, walking down the street alone, and knowing that you're never gonna be happy at all because the one you loved you just lost.
He can never truly love you back because he's.....taken. Then you just cry, and eat some more pills, and drink some coke.
Yeah..I'm fucked.
sam
p/s/ I'm leaving on Saturday at 1pm for rehab. Yea, my name is Sam, and I'm a drug addict. dkjalf ...just wish me a good luck..im so scared as crazy. i dont know why..i mean....going without the drugs, it would be very fucking hard for me...very hard because ive been taking the drugs for so long, too long, and now i need to learn how to live without it. damn..ill be back in 3 months or maybe ill be able to update in sometimes sooner...i hope.
p/s/s/ I'm sorry for not updating this for a long ass time.