wow
u ever get the feeling that ur being used? i always try to give ppl the benefit of the doubt, no matter how many times I've had reason to think otherwise.
i'm an idiot. i'm completely and totally naive.It fucking chrismas eve and hear i am typing this at 1:40 in the morning pissed as all hell. yet in spite of spending another x-mas entirely alone and angry, i am glad.
No No, Im fucking estatic. I am finally-after far too long- seeing things for what they really are.
Everyone was right. LMAO!!! and I refused to believe them. Each and every word i ever said in your defense is now ripping through whatever dignity i have left. Scraps held to together with glue run through the shredder.
I don't blame u though. I blame me.
So on this loneliest of fesitive days I would like to thank you for the gift of sight.
The world never looked so ugly.
i'm an idiot. i'm completely and totally naive.It fucking chrismas eve and hear i am typing this at 1:40 in the morning pissed as all hell. yet in spite of spending another x-mas entirely alone and angry, i am glad.
No No, Im fucking estatic. I am finally-after far too long- seeing things for what they really are.
Everyone was right. LMAO!!! and I refused to believe them. Each and every word i ever said in your defense is now ripping through whatever dignity i have left. Scraps held to together with glue run through the shredder.
I don't blame u though. I blame me.
So on this loneliest of fesitive days I would like to thank you for the gift of sight.
The world never looked so ugly.