Salami

[localburnout]

Here I sit
dazed and confused like never before
trying to gather all my thoughts
and open this door
to the inner working of this heart
formerly yours, now mine

I am searching for the right words to put on paper
so u can know how i feel and learn why i hate her

I hate the way she makes me feel after she makes me draw closer to stare at ur picture
I hate the way she never lets me forget ,
and reminds of all the things that i could never regret
I hate the way she toys and teases my mind
and plays tricks on my eyes leaving my blind

Goddamn you Love, you're a bitch and i loathe you
Look what you've done to me
after i once did everything for you

i miss her night and day and day and night
and the more that i run harder these memories fight
to not be forgotten, not be forsaken,
to be always remembered
and never mistaken
for nething less or nething more
than the three sweetest years I've ever known before

now quiet sleep and tranquil dreams have left me
and all i have now are restless nights made for writing journal entries

I only wish u felt the way that i feel
that u knew the grief with which i have to deal
or that u wanted me back so we could make it work for real

i don't know why i'm writing this
or if i should post it either
but every now and then its good to vent
I hear it helps to helps to heal