May 31, 2005 01:27
I'm finding it increasingly difficult to follow through on a promsie i had made to myself, through not fault of my own. But i guess nothing surprises me anymore, I'm become jaded and apathetic and I'm gonna just take things as they come and see how they turn out, but i have a pretty good idea how they will.
on another note, I don't know why i'm working. I don't need too, my parents foot the bill for everything and they pretty much hook it up with whatever i want (which isn't much since I'm not a very materialistic person). I need to find someone/ something to spend my money on, becuz honestly i really don't now what to do with it.
I guess i'll just give it away or something.
Whatever.
-peace