Feb 05, 2005 22:15
i had a pretty boring lame day. I spent most of it sleeping, doing chores and waiting around for stuff. I trying to write the bio for the author of some novel was upposed to have read, but i can't seem to advance the slightest bit.
isnt it ironic that the most annoying one can do to a person is not acknowledge them and ignore them completely?...
ARRRGH!!!! I am so fucking frustrated and so fucking fed up with everything, i can't even make an attempt at normalcy. Either I've had a gang of aliens abduct me and run a train on my brain skull fucking me olympically me recently or i've just been going nuts. I'm so tired of all the bullshit, i need to just get the fucking world off my back already.
You know what to be honest i don't even know what the fuck it is that is pissing me off so much., but for some reason i feel like telling everyone to go fuck themselves.
I feel so empty. So wasteful. So needy. Im missing something and I think its my sanity...