things are fine right now

[local_skaman]

it seems like the only time i find time to update this its usually between the hours of 1am and 3am. ive kind of noticed this pattern over the summer. ive had constantly recurring cycle of periods of joy then depression. like sometimes things will be perfectly fine or better, but then something happens and its like im in yet another depression that wont lift. right now things are perfectly fine with signs of getting better. but i cant help to feel that this will soon end. there is so much anger in me, and i have been having a hard time dealing with it over the summer. by no means do i consider myself unstable. im just tried of remembering... i really dont know how i made it out of there

its in the past, so it doesnt matter right. but im still not happy about it.

i have really high hopes for this semester cause i dont think i can handle another depressing semester... i really do think too much