another crazy idea

[local_skaman]

ok so a certain thing i was workig towards didnt exactly go the way i had hoped, but its ok. i have no regrets about it, and it just seemed to not workout. now i actually consider it better this way because something else has caught my attention. its great like i havent felt this way in a long time, but now i am horribly nervous. i just dont know what to do at this point. but i feel if i dont do something soon then i may loose my "chance"

i guess i worry too much, but i just want this to go the way i hope it will