go jack yourself up the ass for all I care
Today, today, today, today I am...going crazy and being pissed off...hell yeah Im pissed off sooooo bad. Im tired, upset, frustrated AND pissed off...yup yup yup
School wasnt so bad, I got teased about the camera thing, some dickhead called me a 'camera breaker' some year 11 took the piss out of me cause Im ugly and I forgot Mr Poe *sob*
I came home and did my homework really fast, had tea, watched tv, got in the bath. Then however for some reason I felt like complete shit, depressed, upset, just sat on my bed and listened to music. Cause now my brother has a new pc game, so I have to wait until 8 to come on here, cause thats the rule, I can never go on the pc...ever..unless its past 8pm...so fuck if I want to email a friend, fuck if I need to type my media essay, fuck if Im lonely and need to talk to someone...cause I sure as hell cant come on here till 8pm.
So I wait and wait until I can come on, but my brother decides just because he has a friend over and just because hes 'Jonathan Barlow' he can change the rule and make it 8.30pm, so then I burst into tears and Mum tells me to stop crying over something so silly. Does she think Id cry if that was all I had to cry about?
meh meh meh so then he comes off at 8.30pm and cause I dont jump up and run really fast onto the pc he starts having a massive go at me.
Then I come on here and I sit down and I just feel like whats the point, you know why do I bother?! No on cares about me, and dont you dare reply, anyone, saying that you do, cause no one really really does, no one talks to me with a view to wanting to talk to me personally. If it was some other kid, maybe even with a better personality than me it wouldnt make a difference. Im just some nice kid people talk to and tell all their problems to cause Im just there.
Anyways, enough about how shit I feel...my cousins daughter is having a baby girl and I had a dream which predicted someones potential death...HELL YEAH
School wasnt so bad, I got teased about the camera thing, some dickhead called me a 'camera breaker' some year 11 took the piss out of me cause Im ugly and I forgot Mr Poe *sob*
I came home and did my homework really fast, had tea, watched tv, got in the bath. Then however for some reason I felt like complete shit, depressed, upset, just sat on my bed and listened to music. Cause now my brother has a new pc game, so I have to wait until 8 to come on here, cause thats the rule, I can never go on the pc...ever..unless its past 8pm...so fuck if I want to email a friend, fuck if I need to type my media essay, fuck if Im lonely and need to talk to someone...cause I sure as hell cant come on here till 8pm.
So I wait and wait until I can come on, but my brother decides just because he has a friend over and just because hes 'Jonathan Barlow' he can change the rule and make it 8.30pm, so then I burst into tears and Mum tells me to stop crying over something so silly. Does she think Id cry if that was all I had to cry about?
meh meh meh so then he comes off at 8.30pm and cause I dont jump up and run really fast onto the pc he starts having a massive go at me.
Then I come on here and I sit down and I just feel like whats the point, you know why do I bother?! No on cares about me, and dont you dare reply, anyone, saying that you do, cause no one really really does, no one talks to me with a view to wanting to talk to me personally. If it was some other kid, maybe even with a better personality than me it wouldnt make a difference. Im just some nice kid people talk to and tell all their problems to cause Im just there.
Anyways, enough about how shit I feel...my cousins daughter is having a baby girl and I had a dream which predicted someones potential death...HELL YEAH