Feb 17, 2004 23:02
Nicola tried to overdose again at the weekend. Im so fucking worried for her. I want to be there so bad, you know. I want to hug her and make every little bit of pain she feels go away. But I cant. I have no money to get there, I need to raise it. Hummmmm Ive got a few things I could sell. I might try and talk my mum round tomoz, she might pay for me. I just want to give her something to look forward to...you know. Im so selfish, I moaned all day about the stupid media film and shes there wanting to end her life...argh