could it be all that bad to forget about my favorite thing
time has been going by so fast for like 2 weeks. the days are over before i know it anmd it doesnt seem like i did anything at all. today i took my exams. i failed (i didnt know most of the questions) science, the one i needed an a on, and got an a on english, the one i could have failed pretty much. she picked up our text books and said that out past work and notes were all we needed to study. so i studied it and wow, that shit wasnt on the test. i would have had to study the chapters everyday for the entire 9 weeks to memorize those randon retarded ass facts that we were tested on. wow, if i have to go to summer school again my mom will be so pissed. oh well. i went to lakeside pets today to see if they are still hiring and i was told that applications will be given out saturday at 10.
NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL!!!! besides garduation. thank fucking god.
doctors appointment tomorrow. eesh. i am all clean now. i was so dirty and smelly for exams. i woke up late. i feel better. but i itch. so i took benadryl.
i have an unpleasant task ahead. my parents like hate me. they were yelling at me about how i didnt call the day after prom and james was there, they said they wanted him to be there so he knows where i stand. they were just being assholes and then got mad bc i had an aggrivated look on my face. how could i not? you should have seen what my mom was saying and how she was saying it, she always talks like that and there is no way i can not be aggrivated by it. "these are the facts of life. deal with it." but shit, the way she said it. so retarded, but she was being serious. and then shes like "screw it" bc i wasnt apologizing and saying i know i was wrong and shit, then when i did say it they said its too late and yelled at me more for saying it. they said i make bad choices, thats why i have to check in like that. they said if im 25 and living with them i still have to check in. i really hate that shit. this is why i wanna move out. they dont even listen to me when i try to talk to them about anything. they ignore me so much, they dont ever apologize when they are wrong to me, dont even admit it. they dont even give me the respect they are asking for. it seems like everytime i try to talk to them about anything, big or small, they DO NOT LISTEN. and when i get aggrivated by it, by them turning their heads the other way and talking to each other and still ignoring me when i say something about that, when i get pissed off by this they still dont notice.
and james is a fucking asshole too. i asked him to bring me to take exams today. and i found out that I AM DUMB AND SPOILED for assuming that he would wait for me and bring me home also. he told me he was going to go play baseball and i said he doesnt have time, ill only be like an hour. i always assume things he assumes. he said i use him and am not appreciative. what the fuck. and he said he always has to entertain me bc i dont have a life of my own and he is the best thing that has happened to me. he said he thought yesterday was his last day of school and he didnt feel like getting up at 11 in the morning to come bring me. and his mom smoked my whole pack of cigareettes and he said he would buy me a new one, and said he only has 5 dollars, i didnt have any money, and i told him that he doesnt have to bc he only has 5 dollars, I FUCKING TOLD HIM HE DIDNT HAVE TO, and then he bitched about that the whole time. like "oh, lets go get food. oh wait, i must have forgot i spent all my money on you. smoking is more important than eating." piece of shit. but when i am hungry and he wants to buy weed we have gotten in fights before over this and his arguement was that weed IS more important than food. his exact words.
and now he just calls me.
fuck it. its isnt even worth putting into words. i fucking hate everybody.
NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL!!!! besides garduation. thank fucking god.
doctors appointment tomorrow. eesh. i am all clean now. i was so dirty and smelly for exams. i woke up late. i feel better. but i itch. so i took benadryl.
i have an unpleasant task ahead. my parents like hate me. they were yelling at me about how i didnt call the day after prom and james was there, they said they wanted him to be there so he knows where i stand. they were just being assholes and then got mad bc i had an aggrivated look on my face. how could i not? you should have seen what my mom was saying and how she was saying it, she always talks like that and there is no way i can not be aggrivated by it. "these are the facts of life. deal with it." but shit, the way she said it. so retarded, but she was being serious. and then shes like "screw it" bc i wasnt apologizing and saying i know i was wrong and shit, then when i did say it they said its too late and yelled at me more for saying it. they said i make bad choices, thats why i have to check in like that. they said if im 25 and living with them i still have to check in. i really hate that shit. this is why i wanna move out. they dont even listen to me when i try to talk to them about anything. they ignore me so much, they dont ever apologize when they are wrong to me, dont even admit it. they dont even give me the respect they are asking for. it seems like everytime i try to talk to them about anything, big or small, they DO NOT LISTEN. and when i get aggrivated by it, by them turning their heads the other way and talking to each other and still ignoring me when i say something about that, when i get pissed off by this they still dont notice.
and james is a fucking asshole too. i asked him to bring me to take exams today. and i found out that I AM DUMB AND SPOILED for assuming that he would wait for me and bring me home also. he told me he was going to go play baseball and i said he doesnt have time, ill only be like an hour. i always assume things he assumes. he said i use him and am not appreciative. what the fuck. and he said he always has to entertain me bc i dont have a life of my own and he is the best thing that has happened to me. he said he thought yesterday was his last day of school and he didnt feel like getting up at 11 in the morning to come bring me. and his mom smoked my whole pack of cigareettes and he said he would buy me a new one, and said he only has 5 dollars, i didnt have any money, and i told him that he doesnt have to bc he only has 5 dollars, I FUCKING TOLD HIM HE DIDNT HAVE TO, and then he bitched about that the whole time. like "oh, lets go get food. oh wait, i must have forgot i spent all my money on you. smoking is more important than eating." piece of shit. but when i am hungry and he wants to buy weed we have gotten in fights before over this and his arguement was that weed IS more important than food. his exact words.
and now he just calls me.
fuck it. its isnt even worth putting into words. i fucking hate everybody.