i want to also find joy, like you.
i'm a sick girl.
we were going to play hide and go seek but they left. i really wanted to play. it would have made me happy. being at home alone is really depressing. well being home alone is nice, but when my parents are home it is really depressing, especially if both of them are home.
im going to have to face it soon. real soon. i wanna get it over with.
why am i so lazy. i should brush my teef. shave my legs. or shower for that matter.
im lonely, wheres james?
i am so bored with life.
why cant i get high early in the day, days like these...
my brother shot a car with a beebee (bb?) gun. it was really funny.
ashley i have to talk to you...
i might go for a walk. walk the doggie.
im lonely, call me.
hahahahahahha i need a life. something to think about. besides FEELINGS. hhaaha.
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When you find yourself falling down
Your hopes in the sky but your heart like grape gum on the
ground
And you try to find yourself
In the abstractions of religion and the cruelty of everyone else
And you wake up to realize
Your standard of living somehow got stuck on survive
And when you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
When you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love
When you realize your only friend
has never been yourself or anyone who cared in the end
That's when everything fades or falls away
Cause the chains which once held us are only the chains which
we've made
We compromised our pride, sacrifice our health
We must demand more, not from each other, but more from
ourselves
we were going to play hide and go seek but they left. i really wanted to play. it would have made me happy. being at home alone is really depressing. well being home alone is nice, but when my parents are home it is really depressing, especially if both of them are home.
im going to have to face it soon. real soon. i wanna get it over with.
why am i so lazy. i should brush my teef. shave my legs. or shower for that matter.
im lonely, wheres james?
i am so bored with life.
why cant i get high early in the day, days like these...
my brother shot a car with a beebee (bb?) gun. it was really funny.
ashley i have to talk to you...
i might go for a walk. walk the doggie.
im lonely, call me.
hahahahahahha i need a life. something to think about. besides FEELINGS. hhaaha.
___________________________________________________________________________
When you find yourself falling down
Your hopes in the sky but your heart like grape gum on the
ground
And you try to find yourself
In the abstractions of religion and the cruelty of everyone else
And you wake up to realize
Your standard of living somehow got stuck on survive
And when you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
When you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love
When you realize your only friend
has never been yourself or anyone who cared in the end
That's when everything fades or falls away
Cause the chains which once held us are only the chains which
we've made
We compromised our pride, sacrifice our health
We must demand more, not from each other, but more from
ourselves