this pain is just too real
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
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how is it possible for one person to ruin so much in so little time? if it makes him feel better to tell everybody what a whore i am, then i will not complain. if you hate somebody else you can get away from them but if you hate yourself you can't escape from that. how can i not be so dramatic about it, i felt like i was going to die. like honestly, i did not think i could handle it. like it was not POSSIBLE for me to comprehend and deal with it. it can't be true. its all my fault. and its not like i can say i am sorry. i mean, i feel like i have never been sorry for anything more in my entire life, but how can i tell that to him? you cant tell somebody youre sorry after this. there is just nothing to say.
yes, fuck me so, so much. i know.
this is harder for me than it is for him.
times like these i envy people who have real fucking friends. but i wouldn't be my friend either. ha, i gotta learn to cope. but does it ever end, jesus christ.
Just like you said it should be
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
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how is it possible for one person to ruin so much in so little time? if it makes him feel better to tell everybody what a whore i am, then i will not complain. if you hate somebody else you can get away from them but if you hate yourself you can't escape from that. how can i not be so dramatic about it, i felt like i was going to die. like honestly, i did not think i could handle it. like it was not POSSIBLE for me to comprehend and deal with it. it can't be true. its all my fault. and its not like i can say i am sorry. i mean, i feel like i have never been sorry for anything more in my entire life, but how can i tell that to him? you cant tell somebody youre sorry after this. there is just nothing to say.
yes, fuck me so, so much. i know.
this is harder for me than it is for him.
times like these i envy people who have real fucking friends. but i wouldn't be my friend either. ha, i gotta learn to cope. but does it ever end, jesus christ.