Sometimes content=>stagnant=>contempt=>situation at hand
Last night I tried reading the Bible a little and nothing seemed to talk to me much. I prayed and opened the Bible to Ezra, a book I have never really thought about before. It is about a unit that had been broken down for years and later rebuild even stronger. I thank God for leading me there as it has helped.
That being said... I miss the communication. After 7 years and 2 months of talking everyday, I just want to hear from her. I am fully prepared to accept whatever may come, I just miss talking to her. She has told me what is best for her right now and I fully respect that. I just really miss everything, including the strongest friendship I have ever felt. I have only a short period of time until the statute of limitations has ended and I know I can make it through, but I miss hearing from her. I hope she is doing well, and I am assuming she is because she has always astounded me with her strength. I envy that about her, but am also very proud of it. I just really miss being part of each other's lives in any way, shape, or form.
Anyway, I am dealing a little better I think..maybe not, but who the heck knows. I know there is a direction for my life and I do not want to miss the train. I have to go read now...blah. Anywho, thanks for everything to everyone. You have all meant the world to me for so long. Have a wonderful day.
That being said... I miss the communication. After 7 years and 2 months of talking everyday, I just want to hear from her. I am fully prepared to accept whatever may come, I just miss talking to her. She has told me what is best for her right now and I fully respect that. I just really miss everything, including the strongest friendship I have ever felt. I have only a short period of time until the statute of limitations has ended and I know I can make it through, but I miss hearing from her. I hope she is doing well, and I am assuming she is because she has always astounded me with her strength. I envy that about her, but am also very proud of it. I just really miss being part of each other's lives in any way, shape, or form.
Anyway, I am dealing a little better I think..maybe not, but who the heck knows. I know there is a direction for my life and I do not want to miss the train. I have to go read now...blah. Anywho, thanks for everything to everyone. You have all meant the world to me for so long. Have a wonderful day.