Sleep
Last night I went to bed at 11:00, shortly after Glen left. This morning at 8:00 I got out of bed without so much as a wink of sleep. I guess that comes with this territory. I think the hardest part is knowing that the person I leaned on with my problems is not letting that happen. I have eaten two bananas and part of a chicken breat since Tuesday came around. I am working on it. I can't say I blame her, but it still kind of sucks. Once again, sorry for the depressing type post. THey will get better, I promise.
I wrote these lyrics last night, so they are kind of emotional. Retain in mind that lyrics I write are not necessarily true to fact. Poestic licese and what not. Here it is:
She said it's over
This life that we've lead has lead us nowhere
She said it's over
Now I'm feeling numb while growing colder
I can't eat and I can't sleep.
I just want her lipstick on my cheek
She said as she walked out the door
"I can't do this anymore"
I hope these words find you doing well
And as for me I can't even tell
Which way is up when I've been let down
Yearning for your touch, craving your sound
YOu said the words that I wrote...
You identified with the fiction I told
I'll never write personally again
I can't deal with how this story ends
You always said you'd stab me in the front
But there was no sign to show me what was to come
When we hugged you heard my beart beat
Pounding "I love you", meaning remains, motion has ceased
We always thought we'd last for eternity
You let it all go and said you had to be free
I can't help but try to wait for you
Maybe becasue it's all I know to do
Now I know winter's come
I shiver as I stare straight through the sun
I hope it all works out
But you felt you had to walk out
Sign your name with a blade across my throat
You've taken away everything I've ever known
I just wnat to hear you say good night for the rest of my life
That was the song. I am sorry to the one who inspired it if it is bad, shoddy, or offensive. I meant no harm. I know that since it was written in my current state of mind it is somewhat elementary. I just had to get it out. Once again, everyone bear with me and this will decline soon, I promise.. or at least hope.
I wrote these lyrics last night, so they are kind of emotional. Retain in mind that lyrics I write are not necessarily true to fact. Poestic licese and what not. Here it is:
She said it's over
This life that we've lead has lead us nowhere
She said it's over
Now I'm feeling numb while growing colder
I can't eat and I can't sleep.
I just want her lipstick on my cheek
She said as she walked out the door
"I can't do this anymore"
I hope these words find you doing well
And as for me I can't even tell
Which way is up when I've been let down
Yearning for your touch, craving your sound
YOu said the words that I wrote...
You identified with the fiction I told
I'll never write personally again
I can't deal with how this story ends
You always said you'd stab me in the front
But there was no sign to show me what was to come
When we hugged you heard my beart beat
Pounding "I love you", meaning remains, motion has ceased
We always thought we'd last for eternity
You let it all go and said you had to be free
I can't help but try to wait for you
Maybe becasue it's all I know to do
Now I know winter's come
I shiver as I stare straight through the sun
I hope it all works out
But you felt you had to walk out
Sign your name with a blade across my throat
You've taken away everything I've ever known
I just wnat to hear you say good night for the rest of my life
That was the song. I am sorry to the one who inspired it if it is bad, shoddy, or offensive. I meant no harm. I know that since it was written in my current state of mind it is somewhat elementary. I just had to get it out. Once again, everyone bear with me and this will decline soon, I promise.. or at least hope.