Funny story!
You wanna hear something funny? Ok, here goes!:
Ever since school ended, I feel like it's okay for everyone to forget about Sara, but to hella keep in touch with everyone else. Everyone else gets together for sleep overs and other sorts of get-togethers, but Sara gets left out. Is it because she lives in New Boston and has no car? Could be. But no one will tell her truthfully because it might hurt her feelings. Well, you know what hurts more than your lack of honesty, you assholes?! Being left behind by the people you held dearest and thought were your best friends!!! That's what fucking hurts!!! It's not cool by any measure of the word. And y'all will always tell me, whenever I ask or whenever I say something insinuating it that "No, you're not 'that friend.' We love you." You are not helping your arguement AT ALL by leaving me behind to feel like a worthless piece of shit. Cuz, really? That's what you're doing to me. And I'm not even sure if any of you care anymore... Some of you have willingly kept in touch with me, but others I think you could possibly do without me? And you know what? Fucking tell me because I'm sick and fucking tired of wasting my time and energy on people who don't want me in their lives anyway.
And getting turned against by the one person you loved above all others hurts worse than any tangible pain, my dear Andrew! Not that you'll ever read this but: You won't tell anyone what I've done wrong! And when people ask, "It's complicated" That is BULLSHIT!!! It might be complicated because you won't let me talk to you and apologize for whatever the fuck it is I've done! I hate you worse than I've ever hated anyone. Scratch that, I hate you just a step below myself. I hate myself for falling so deep in love with and so hard for you when I pretty much knew that only pain and heartache would come my way. So, maybe I did, in fact, do something wrong. I'M FUCKING SORRY!!! But you're not willing to let me say that to your face. I fucking give up on you. If college gets too overwhelming for you, do not expect to be able to come you me, you asshole. I'm more than done with you because you've RUINED MY LIFE!!! You have single-handedly made my life a living fucking Hell. I'd give you a trophy, but that would be sadistic.
Maybe college and being completely alone in the world has made me bitter and cynical. But, no, I'm pretty sure I've always been bitter and cynical! So, maybe college has just opened my eyes to what has been in front of me all along? Please, feel free to correct me if I'm wrong! But in this case, I don't think I am...
So, here's the moral of our story, my little ones:
Friendship is a two-way street. It doesn't work unless both parties work at it and want it. Sara working her ass off to keep her friends around just Doesn't. Fucking. Cut it.
How's that for a laugh?