Jul 26, 2007 23:11
Wowie zowie!!!
The little counter thingie on my main page says that it has been 15 weeks since my last entry... that's 15 weeks of NOTHING!!! Although, it totally has NOT been nothing!!! It's been chock full of goodness as well as badness. But, for the most part, goodness.
Cabaret was good times! ...For the most part... I was more than a little miffed when Jewnathan left, but whatevz, he did it and we survived. I took over the last part of my solo and we replaced his empty roles. It was fine. Andy was more than amazing as the M.C. I loved his role. He was more than fantastic. I hated hearing my own voice, but that is something I'll have to get over. Mackenzie Hamilton is my own personal singing goddess! I freaking LOVE HER!!! Her voice is amazing. I love it. And I've decided that "Mein Herr", "I Don't Care Much", and "Cabaret" are my all time favorite songs in Cabaret. "The Money Song" is probably on that list, too.
The more I think about it, the more terrified I get about college... I spent my last day in the Music Wing today... and I feel kind of empty inside... I mean, I know I'll definitely visit when I am on break because there are a bunch of people I want to see... but... I dunno, I feel empty... and when I think about living on my own fo the first time ever, I think that I waswrong about "being ready"... I mean, I think I am, but there are still some strings that need to be cut... and until about the first semester is over, I don't think those will be cut... I'm rather, pathetic, I know... I'm sure I'll spend the first few nights in tears and on the phone with those I love. And I'll have people I love nearby. Andy and Emma. I'm sure I'll be fine... Here's hoping!
I don't feel like giving an uber long entry this time, so I'll stop here. I'll make sure to do more entries more often.
Peace out for now!
<3 Sara XOXOXO