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(copy/paste IAM diary)
2004/10/07 17:51
how easy everyone elses hearts move on
im the one still stuck behind
ive lost any desire i had to do anything today
it was already bad enough
so whats it feel like to be unnecessary one now?
i already know
im restless i want to go do something stupid
but i think im too cheap too chicken shit to do it
yet im not doing anything any better here
no i wont ill stay brood and drift in and out of focus
my hands are freezing and my tired head just wants to quit
shakes
lonely fucking shakes
i knew id be the one always left behind
2004/10/07 17:51
how easy everyone elses hearts move on
im the one still stuck behind
ive lost any desire i had to do anything today
it was already bad enough
so whats it feel like to be unnecessary one now?
i already know
im restless i want to go do something stupid
but i think im too cheap too chicken shit to do it
yet im not doing anything any better here
no i wont ill stay brood and drift in and out of focus
my hands are freezing and my tired head just wants to quit
shakes
lonely fucking shakes
i knew id be the one always left behind