Another Chapter
...here I am again, 10 something at night and on a plane to NY...and God help me, I'm listening to Celine Dion….=). I think my pen is going to blow up (cool!). If you read that last sentence fast, it could be understood as "my penis going to blow up"…yeah, blame it on cabin fever.
I'm learning (the hard way of course) that you can't make everyone you love happy…but what happens when making loved ones happy IS what makes you happy? Go figure…things would just be easier if everyone could just be happy for me. How selfish did that sentence just sound? EUREKA! Brace yourself for a babble that is obvious, but I shall continue anyways!…Even if making loved ones IS what makes you happy…it's not enough. Because at the end of the day you've neglected yourself, and you won't be happy…and you can't make others happy unless your happy…I know how "duh" that all sounds, but it's different when you arrive at that conclusion by yourself and are truly allowed to understand it.
Closing thought:
why would I want someone in my life who wasn't interested in my own happiness?
Closing song:
HOT DAMN, IT'S A NEW DAY!
I'm learning (the hard way of course) that you can't make everyone you love happy…but what happens when making loved ones happy IS what makes you happy? Go figure…things would just be easier if everyone could just be happy for me. How selfish did that sentence just sound? EUREKA! Brace yourself for a babble that is obvious, but I shall continue anyways!…Even if making loved ones IS what makes you happy…it's not enough. Because at the end of the day you've neglected yourself, and you won't be happy…and you can't make others happy unless your happy…I know how "duh" that all sounds, but it's different when you arrive at that conclusion by yourself and are truly allowed to understand it.
Closing thought:
why would I want someone in my life who wasn't interested in my own happiness?
Closing song:
HOT DAMN, IT'S A NEW DAY!