A post about that boy.....

Jul 09, 2011 12:28

yes..it's about him...
ryu-tan, ryuu-chan, morimocchan, dragontaro, babyryu...or any kind of nickname that I often use to call/mention him....
the boy that messed up my mood for one week successfully....
you did it boy...

actually it's taken from my one note...
and I actually planned to post it here...

"Somehow...i just want to write.....
And ryutaro just comes out in my mind...
Aaahhh...how I missed him already...
And I just watch A~ing Aishiteru PV, Over making (w/o sub of course), and over live+talk at Music Japan....
But I still missed him....and chiitaro, yabutaro, yamataro, hikaryuu, takaryuu, inooryu....
Boy...why do you have to smoke?
Dance. Than you'll look reaaallly cool...love how you dance....
Play guitar. Then you'll look definitely cool.....
Don't smoke...NOT.COOL.AT.ALL. XD
But it's already happened....

I just can wish for the best for JUMP...
I want to see JUMP's member smile soon....
After seeing a~ing's PV... I suddenly really love to see their smile (despite the fact that chinen somehow looks REAAALLLYY cool :p) and I want to see it...happiness in their eyes...10 of them, together...."

and regarding this case....
after think about it many times...
i realize I've forgot one thing:
he's just a boy, a teenager...
and teenager tends to make mistakes...do stupid things...
and thinks that they won't be caught in their action...
and feels immune from any consequences from their action...

i forgot that ryuu is just an ordinary boy..
a boy that's expected to be more mature than other boys in his age...
a boy that has more responsibility than other boys...
i forgot that...

and really...
it feels like deja vu...
re-experiencing this kind of thing again....
but now...
I'll try not to put myself into the same roller coaster again...
being fangirl is tiring...but riding that roller coaster again is waaaaaay more tiring...

please Johhny's -san...bring ryu back to JUMP...soon...

fangirl area, my mind

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