'but the memory of the first love, never fades away'
well few days ago me zac and james walked up to Kmart, i havent had that much fun or laughed that much in the longest time, we talked about soo much and they really help me out, we got a few memories to remember too haha, i love you both so much and im so glad i met you guys this year
last sunday went to james and went on the boat with him evan and ethan, that was soo much fun too, we picked up jaclynn after and she came along too me and evan were the ones that went tubbing the most, yeah i got a few bruises haha but its okay it was a lot of fun
then yesterday evan and james rode the bus home with me, and we played DDR haha and waited for jake to finish his homework so we could go swimming in his pool, so when he finished he came over too and we sat outside and talked for like everrr about everything fun talks haa, then zac came too and jaclynn did for a bit then left, then we went swimming, zac entertained us, then we walked to katies house and watched the pistons game, christine came over...i love her and katie like so much they always make me feel better when im down...Frostys! ahh i love you both
...then i was stupid and decided to get online... not a very smart thing to do when you are in the process of moving on, it helps you alot when you dont get on atleast for me it does.... i was really happy but then out of nowhere i broke down.. i just figured all the stuff wasnt true anyway, and i came to a conclusion and i guess friends is the way to stay...
"we always do i guess it was bound to happen".......blahhh