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so i just got my college packet thing in the mail..its just hitting me that im gonna be leaving everybody, i couldnt stop crying. dont get me wrong, i still really wanna go but its just like reality, i cant hop in bed with my mom whenever i want, i cant go and pick up jenn and go to wendys just for the hell of it. its just gonna be a big change. but making it positive im going to be with my friends and family as much as possible.
im reallyreally gonna miss fabian..even though i hate him at times, ive come to find i really do love him, i wanna be with him so bad..when im with him..thats all that matters..just us and no one else..nothing else. i know most of my friends dont like him, but they dont feel like i do when im with him..i sound like the biggest dork so im just gonna stop there.
ugh i cant stop crying fadsflkajf
♥tillnexttime
oh on a lighter note..i dyed my hair..and its like bright red..fuck school =)
im reallyreally gonna miss fabian..even though i hate him at times, ive come to find i really do love him, i wanna be with him so bad..when im with him..thats all that matters..just us and no one else..nothing else. i know most of my friends dont like him, but they dont feel like i do when im with him..i sound like the biggest dork so im just gonna stop there.
ugh i cant stop crying fadsflkajf
♥tillnexttime
oh on a lighter note..i dyed my hair..and its like bright red..fuck school =)