A Portrait of my self (updated incase i've posted this before)
A Portrait of my self
He always feels like a violator abusing the people nearest and dearest to him
He feels separate from the rest of the crowd like everyone has this big joke and he just can’t see why it’s funny
He doesn’t want to be let down
He refuses to let life get him down and is determined
He thinks he leans too much on his friends
He rethinks his situation and continues to feel ashamed at those things he once did and felt like he could have done better
He wants to learn from his mistakes
He wants to see the world
He wants to experience life
He understand that life won’t find him he needs to find life
He feels like he’s meant for something greater but for what?
His biggest enemy in life has been him self
He feels for the blame for everything that happens around him
He wants to take control of his life and have someone take control of him
He wants someone to give his life to
He doesn’t understand how and why people act the way they do around him but sometimes he gets it
He considers him self a tool and a poser
He strives to be a better person one glass of water at a time
He never considered that life would last past 18 and when it did
He was grateful for those people who stuck with him even when he pushed
He always found meaning in the stars
He always strove for the approval of those stars
He wanted to be an astronaut when he was not so old.
He wanted to be a fire fighter
He wants to save lives
He a chicken
He doesn’t trust him self head or heart which always seem to be in conflict
He likes the heat
He never once took candy from a baby
He puts his heart on the line faster than he will get in the car with you.
He feels as though music is a secret to connecting all things in this universe
He loves comedy but doesn’t think he is funny enough to use humor
He’s in love
He thinks this poem doesn’t rhyme
He view the world and all its situations as something more than just black and white
He would have you believe that all this is Michigan all the friends and family means less than it actually does to him
He doesn’t like to shave but he doesn’t like the scruff
He wants to keep a diary but it never seems to work
He is always lonely when away
He thinks he thinks too much and talks too much
He wishes he would think certain things out more before make his move
He knows life will work its way out the way it’s suppose to what ever that means
He knows life has its quarks that normal people will overlook and not see but he does
He thinks what goes around comes around and it makes harmony
He wishes he was someone else
He likes video games and despises their control on him
He hates alcohol but will drink on occasion to prove himself wrong
He thinks badly of junkies but understands the importants of drugs in the world
He will never let drugs in his life and would never want to be dependant on one
He is ashamed of the one drug he is dependant of (his over the medication)
He looses his head when he is angry
He forgets most things, but remember what truly matters, not birthdays or names but the good times
He forgives quickly sometimes a little too quickly
He is indecisive and can be quick to action
He takes himself too seriously sometimes
He’ll look in the mirror and feel the urge to through up, when he doesn’t he moves on
He values other points of view and there views on life, lord knows he hasn’t gotten if figured out yet
He likes flannels and secretly whishes he was an old time lumberjack
He thinks his stomach is too big and his nose is too crooked to ever be a heart throb
He doesn’t like the sound of his voice but when he sings his heart races and sometimes he can feel the deep inner emotions pouring out as if he had sprung a leak
He is forever concerned about the constant abuse the world has received and knows it is only a matter of time before it will all end.
He doesn’t like humans, but loves people
His favorite super power would be invisibility and good friends
His heart is stubborn on not to move when it should
His face is distorted by the aspirations of his desires
He doesn’t feel that if he did this forever it would ever cover every aspect of him
He always feels like a violator abusing the people nearest and dearest to him
He feels separate from the rest of the crowd like everyone has this big joke and he just can’t see why it’s funny
He doesn’t want to be let down
He refuses to let life get him down and is determined
He thinks he leans too much on his friends
He rethinks his situation and continues to feel ashamed at those things he once did and felt like he could have done better
He wants to learn from his mistakes
He wants to see the world
He wants to experience life
He understand that life won’t find him he needs to find life
He feels like he’s meant for something greater but for what?
His biggest enemy in life has been him self
He feels for the blame for everything that happens around him
He wants to take control of his life and have someone take control of him
He wants someone to give his life to
He doesn’t understand how and why people act the way they do around him but sometimes he gets it
He considers him self a tool and a poser
He strives to be a better person one glass of water at a time
He never considered that life would last past 18 and when it did
He was grateful for those people who stuck with him even when he pushed
He always found meaning in the stars
He always strove for the approval of those stars
He wanted to be an astronaut when he was not so old.
He wanted to be a fire fighter
He wants to save lives
He a chicken
He doesn’t trust him self head or heart which always seem to be in conflict
He likes the heat
He never once took candy from a baby
He puts his heart on the line faster than he will get in the car with you.
He feels as though music is a secret to connecting all things in this universe
He loves comedy but doesn’t think he is funny enough to use humor
He’s in love
He thinks this poem doesn’t rhyme
He view the world and all its situations as something more than just black and white
He would have you believe that all this is Michigan all the friends and family means less than it actually does to him
He doesn’t like to shave but he doesn’t like the scruff
He wants to keep a diary but it never seems to work
He is always lonely when away
He thinks he thinks too much and talks too much
He wishes he would think certain things out more before make his move
He knows life will work its way out the way it’s suppose to what ever that means
He knows life has its quarks that normal people will overlook and not see but he does
He thinks what goes around comes around and it makes harmony
He wishes he was someone else
He likes video games and despises their control on him
He hates alcohol but will drink on occasion to prove himself wrong
He thinks badly of junkies but understands the importants of drugs in the world
He will never let drugs in his life and would never want to be dependant on one
He is ashamed of the one drug he is dependant of (his over the medication)
He looses his head when he is angry
He forgets most things, but remember what truly matters, not birthdays or names but the good times
He forgives quickly sometimes a little too quickly
He is indecisive and can be quick to action
He takes himself too seriously sometimes
He’ll look in the mirror and feel the urge to through up, when he doesn’t he moves on
He values other points of view and there views on life, lord knows he hasn’t gotten if figured out yet
He likes flannels and secretly whishes he was an old time lumberjack
He thinks his stomach is too big and his nose is too crooked to ever be a heart throb
He doesn’t like the sound of his voice but when he sings his heart races and sometimes he can feel the deep inner emotions pouring out as if he had sprung a leak
He is forever concerned about the constant abuse the world has received and knows it is only a matter of time before it will all end.
He doesn’t like humans, but loves people
His favorite super power would be invisibility and good friends
His heart is stubborn on not to move when it should
His face is distorted by the aspirations of his desires
He doesn’t feel that if he did this forever it would ever cover every aspect of him